Showing posts with label learning. Show all posts
Showing posts with label learning. Show all posts

03 September 2009

Five Things

The five blessings I've received from _____________.

Increasing my scripture study:
  1. A much better understanding of HOW the spirit speaks to me, and exactly what revelation from God looks, sounds, and feels like.
  2. Calmness regarding "controversial" topics of the gospel. To the honest and earnest seeker, there is will be an answer.
  3. An understanding of why a good cross-reference system is so important.
  4. The food pyramid analogy that has served me so well and kept me from easy (and often incorrect) interpretation.
  5. A greater understanding of what it means to be happy and content in a place of struggle and strife.
Increased physical conditioning:
  1. No more shoulder pains. Which means no more sissy graphite shafts in my irons for golf. :)
  2. No more lower back pain.
  3. No more nagging muscle tears and associated injuries. I played softball without pain and it was GREAT.
  4. Looking better in my clothes. I bought new jeans because my legs and butt got bigger. They fit nicer, as do most of the clothes I already owned. I look better out of my clothes too, which Maple appreciates. :)
  5. More stamina for work and fun. I like being able to run around with my kids in the yard and make them all huff and puff while trying to catch me. Not bad for a guy closing in on 40.
Being married:
  1. Having Maple in my life. She has been a great blessing to me in many ways, but of special mention is the calming influence that she has on me.
  2. My children. I can't even get started on this, because I'd never stop. All of them, each one, deserves many paragraphs. From Apple's impish ways through Ash's stoic example, all of them bring me a smile.
  3. Working toward a common goal, building lives together and improving surroundings. Something as simple as new windows brings excitement for the future.
  4. Opportunities to serve that come to me. They allow me to show my love for Maple.
  5. Being married to maple brings me contentment, and contributes to the happiness I feel in spite of the sometimes unhappy surroundings of life. Much like #5 from scripture study.

22 June 2009

controversial topics

Of late I've been looking into some of the more controversial topics related to the church. It always amazes me (though it shouldn't) that each time I do so, there is less to see than I expected and the answer is more simple than I thought it would be.

A perfect example of this is the question of blacks and the priesthood (or lack of priesthood). I've heard many "explanations" of why the priesthood was withheld during the modern era until Official Declaration 2 was released in 1978. They run the gamut from blacks being the children of Cain (and thus cursed by his actions) to the lineage of the sons of Noah (Ham being the father of African nations, and cursed by his seeing Noah's pee-pee). There are those that believed (or parroted) that those spirits were not fully on-board with God's plan in the pre-mortal state, or were somehow less eager to follow the plan of God. All of the explanations I've heard are more than a bit of a stretch, with some small sprinkling of scriptural support for each. I can vaguely remember the release, but I was only seven at the time. It was a big deal at church, I recall that much. I remember Mom telling me at the time that it was a very happy thing that people had prayed to have come about. Anyway, of the many explanations given for why it was withheld previously, none of them felt authentic, even to my younger and less scripturally inclined self. That is to say, while they might have made some fashion of sense in their logical presentation, each left more questions than answers, each had holes logically, and none was backed up by the proper feeling of reinforcement from the spirit that I expected. I'm not exactly the first to have these misgivings (excerpt from http://www.fairlds.org/FAIR_Conferences/2003_LDS_Church_and_the_Race_Issue.html):

"Indeed, it was apparent to many of us even four decades ago that certain scriptural passages used to explain the denial of priesthood to black members could not legitimately be so interpreted without an a priori narrative. Such a narrative was gradually constructed by the searching and inventive minds of early LDS apologists. With allusions to the books of Genesis, Moses, and Abraham, the scenario went something like this : In the pre-existence, certain of the spirits were set aside, in God's wisdom, to come to Earth through a lineage that was cursed and marked, first by Cain's fratricide and obeisance to Satan, and then again later by Ham's lèse majesté against his father Noah. We aren't exactly sure why this lineage was set apart in the pre-existence, but it was probably for reasons that do not reflect well on the premortal valiancy of the partakers of that lineage. Since the beginning, the holy priesthood has been withheld from all who have had any trace of that lineage, and so it shall be until all the rest of Adam's descendants have received the priesthood, or, for all practical purposes, throughout the mortal existence of humankind."

For some reason that particular topic has been on my mind of late. I've been reading a lot in 1-2 Nephi, and probably got tripped that way from the passages regarding the marks and cursings. So I've done some research. One of the better treatments of the subject I've found is here: http://www.blacklds.org/Perkins

In my personal study, I've come to the conclusion that there is no scriptural basis for withholding the priesthood from blacks. There were multiple black folk which were ordained in the early days of the church, and their ordination did not appear to become an issue until questions of Utah's statehood and the influx of Southern states converts to the Utah territory. As the political climate changed and the church was populated more heavily with those having a stake in the slave trade, things changed in the church as well as for Utah.

I don't wish to draw a lot of conclusions from my study yet; too easy to be wrong in inferring too much from the little I know. I have two conclusions at this point. First, that we, as a church, are taken from the greater population. As such, our biases and prejudices are influenced by the world at large that surrounds us. We are usually most influenced by those in our own country, more heavily by those in our state, even more heavily by those of our community and circle of friends. I know that the views of church members in The Netherlands regarding some topics were influenced by their form of government, for example. They did not pursue independent activity (owning businesses, fending for self, attitudes toward welfare programs and high taxation) in the same way that US based members do. They still live the gospel to its fullest, and yet there's a slightly different flavor to life, even in the church.
"In the Church we spend a lot of time "likening the scriptures unto ourselves," to use Nephi's phrase (1 Nephi 19:23).

This approach has the advantage of making the teachings of the scriptures and early Church leaders apply to us, so they become agents of change in our lives, rather than just artifacts to be studied in a detached way.

The disadvantage of this approach, though, is that it can build the perception that past prophets were "just like us" — having all the same assumptions, traditions, and beliefs. But this is not the case at all. Prophets in all dispensations have been "men of their times," who were raised with certain beliefs and interacted all their lives with others who shared those beliefs.

For example, the Old Testament peoples believed the earth was a flat expanse, with the sky a solid dome made out of a shiny, brass-like substance. But this was the way everyone understood things at that time, so we don't begrudge Isaiah and Ezekiel of speaking of the "four corners of the earth" (Isaiah 11:12; Ezekiel 7:2), or Job for thinking the sky was a mirror (Job 37:18), or the Psalmist for thinking the earth stood still while the sun went around it (Psalms 93:1; Psalms 19:4-6)." (From http://en.fairmormon.org/index.php?title=Racist_statements_by_Church_leaders)

In much the same way, history prior to the 1970s in this country had blacks relegated to anything but a full standing member of society. Mostly they were treated as property, as opposed to human at all. The standing of blacks in our country gradually improved over time from it's founding to the present day. There are still struggles made and freedoms gained even in this present day. It comes as no surprise (though to some disappointment) that we would be a simple cross section of the society in which we live.

The second is simply a restatement of earlier: I can't find scriptural evidence of why it should have been withheld, though I can find evidence of why it never should have been withheld. Nephi speaks continually and repeatedly of the gospel covenants being for all people. He does so in his own self-professed plain language. Paul, in writing to Philemon, encourages Onesimus (a slave) to be set free...not just treated well, but to exceed all expectation that Paul has in embracing this slave as a brother in the gospel in full fellowship, as though Onesimus were Paul himself (Philemon 1:17, 20-21). Paul knew what he asked of Philemon was a hard thing. Philemon was a convert, and a slave owner. To free Onesimus was to open a HUGE can of worms with the other slaves, and slave trade was an enormous market. That is a parallel we can draw to our recent history, regardless of what skin color Onesimus happened to have.

Finally, I'm glad that change the change has come. I'm grateful to understand it better, even if there is not an answer for all things. One of the things Jacob teaches in chapter 5, the allegory of the tame olive tree, is that the bad will not be removed out of us all at once, but rather that as we bring forth good and grow stronger in doing so, the bad will be removed from us. As such, it is time to have this false teaching swept away (verse 65).

From http://www.fairlds.org/FAIR_Conferences/2003_LDS_Church_and_the_Race_Issue.html:

"Much of the conventional "explanation" for the priesthood restriction was simply borrowed from the racist heritage of nineteenth-century Europe and America, especially from the slavery justifications of the antebellum South. Understandable--even forgivable--as such a resort might have been for our LDS ancestors, it is neither understandable nor forgivable in the twenty-first century. It is an unnecessary burden of misplaced apologetics that has been imposed by our history upon the universal and global aspirations of the Church. Until we dispense with it once and for all, it will continue to encumber the efforts of today's Church leaders and public affairs spokespersons to convince the world, and especially the black people of America, that the Church is for all God's children, "black and white, bond and free, male and female."


22 April 2009

scripture mastery hypocrisy!


In teaching seminary, I ask my students to master a set of verses from our course of study each year. This year is the new testament. As with most years, there are 25 "scripture mastery" verses.

In class, I teach that I don't worry about whether they are memorized, verbatim, but rather than the concepts are understood, they can explain them clearly, and can quote them "close enough".

In the interest of testing myself (so I'm not asking things of my students that I don't know well), I went to http://seminary.lds.org/scripture-mastery/, and hit the link for memorization. I then quizzed myself by seeing if I could type all 25 verses accurately, without help. I'm proud to report I was able to do 18 of the 25 exactly, and another 3 with only a minor miss on a phrase. So 21 of 25 to an acceptable level. The other four I'm able to teach, explain, and quote the bulk of, so there's not much work left to do on them.

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In other news, I'm trying to get my check engine light fixed, finally. It's a minor problem, but I'm annoyed enough with it finally to do something about it.

20 March 2009

odds and ends of life


I've been reading in first Nephi, trying to catch up to the three month read the Book of Mormon schedule on the I have a testimony blog. I've seen several things that are worth observing, but my most prominent feeling so far is that of identification with Laman and Lemuel. That's not something I thought I would say. :)

The feeling I have is that Laman and Lemuel weren't setting out to be "bad" people. Rather, they chose not to pursue the things of God, despite being exposed to that influence repeatedly and deeply. Not unlike those who grow up in the church, but because they rarely dig in and search, wind up not understanding their own upbringing and being even more hardened because of it. A deep understanding of the gospel is paramount to our ability to live it well when faced with adversity.

When I choose, it should be with real input from God via personal revelation rather than his presumed approval because I'm "good people, and surely God will bless me." If I don't understand his course, I'm less likely to follow it because I've only done my good, not his best.

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Took a little time off this week over Spring Break. Played some golf (well, even), tried to hang out with the wife and children. I don't do that very well, sometimes. :( It really is an adjustment some days to go from work to time with family - the conversations are loud (as kids do), there's awkwardness in regaining familiarity, and it upsets the daily routine to have dad around during the day. All in all, it didn't go as well as I'd hoped. I was still glad to have tried - but I sometimes feel like a stranger in my own home. It takes a 2-3 days for me to get used to being there, and for them to start to cling to me like they do momma.

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I carded an eagle on one of the par fives on Wednesday. 535 yards, went driver, 215 left for a seven wood, and one putt from 15 feet.

Next hole was a 185 yard par three. Ran a four hybrid over the hole to eight feet, just missing (yet again) a hole in one. The number of near misses I've had is staggering - half a dozen have finished inside six inches. Another dozen or so have run across the hole or lipped off to less than five feet. So that one didn't even qualify as close, really. :\

Shot 76 on the day.

27 January 2009

seeking questions


Youtube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtweZxNGk1Y

Nick Vujicic is an Australian without arms and without legs. Not with non-functioning limbs, but without limbs entirely.

One of my most vivid memories as a small child (not more than ten, because I remember we lived in Tahlequah when the event happened) was seeing a man without one arm (just a "flipper") play pool. We were at a party. A really crowded party. And I was amazed by this man, just transfixed, watching him balance the pool cue between his flipper shoulder and his chin, whilst shooting with his good arm. He was the best pool player I'd ever seen. Not saying much, cause I wasn't exactly a pool hall regular. But still, he was the first evidence I'd seen of a man overcoming something quite that big.

So here's Nick. He has no arms. He has no legs. Just a little flipper below one hip. And yeah, he can do cool physical stuff despite his limitations. Turns on lights with the aid of a putter. Goes swimming. Climbs stairs. But I'm not eight years old anymore. I've seen a one armed man play pool. I'm all jaded and worldly now. :) But Nick does something I haven't seen...not in many able bodied men, even. Nick freely bears testimony. Nick has an obvious love for his fellow man, for God who allowed his mortal life to be physically limited this way. Look at his face, and see a man at peace despite his nothingness before the world.

There are many excellent lessons to take from his testimony. I've heard new things with each listening. Among those things though, is that the seeking questions of his heart led him to God.

"What kind of hope and future can I have?
How can I hold my wife's hand?
How can I dance with my bride on our wedding night?
How will I be able to hold my children when they're crying?"

Those are seeking questions. They are not accusatory. They are not filled with blame. He had moved past his eight year old self, too - if God would not heal him, he would accept that. Not without a fight, I'm sure. He moved to the solving of the problems his condition presented. His first questions were seeking questions. How will the Lord do this? How will he accomplish his work with me? How will he keep and prosper me?

Clearly, those answers bring him peace. They lead him to proclaim despite his condition and despite no physical healing, "I stand before you today as a miracle of God."

Not because his life is different. He still only has a little flipper.

Not because God healed him when he was eight. This is no mere physical miracle.

Rather, because "circumstances do not need to change...its our heart that needs to be filled with the Holy Spirit." With love. With understanding, gained spiritually, of the plans God has for him and that they will come to pass.

The uncertainties of how, and what, have been replaced with the certainties of IS. WILL BE. AM. Each is reflected in his language.

True, earnest, seeking questions directed to God are what brought him there.

I saw another quote, this time on the ABC 20/20 website from an interview he granted with them last year. From ABC: http://abcnews.go.com/Health/story?id=4531209

"The unanswered prayers he made as a child haven't left his mind, nor has he stopped praying occasionally for arms and legs.

'I totally surrender [the healing miracle] to God. I would be obviously elated if I had arms and legs right now ... but I know that God's in full control. And do I believe that He can give me arms and legs? Yes, sir ... The world doesn't understand how you can have these two parallel thoughts, where you can say, on one hand ... 'yes, I believe in the miracle,' and on the other ... say, 'You know what? I'm fully content. I'm not discouraged if He doesn't give me arms and legs.''

'That's where I am. That's the freedom and victory I have. I believe in a God who can do all things, but if He chooses not to give me arms and legs, I know it's for the better. And I may not understand it, but all I need to know is that He's going to carry me through, that there is a purpose for it.'"

Fits very nicely with the teachings of Christ.

14 January 2009

ebay makes me cry

So I listed a laptop on ebay. That was my first mistake. I can see why people do the ebay thing full time, cause it's a pain in the rear to get something listed.

Once listed, I was exposed to all the world has to offer - quite literally. Foreign buyers galore asking all kinds of questions, wanting to know if I would ship overseas (I provided no overseas options for a reason), accept other payment methods like wire transfer (umm, how about no), if I could get the package to a certain location by X date (naturally not enough time for the payment to clear). *sigh*

On the plus side, hopefully the final buyer will complete payment and my one foray into ebay can finish a very educational death. Craigslist is paradise by comparison. At least there I'm offered a straight up trade for a used mattress or an old single room air conditioner...you know, something of real value.

06 January 2009

scriptures that speak

I like talented people that can make the scriptures come alive. A few weeks ago, I read the Gerald Lund series The Kingdom and the Crown. Good stuff. He has an unusual ability to put ancient things into a context that has meaning today. Much of it comes in thorough explanations of the traditions and customs of that time. It lends fullness and humanity to our view of those the came before us.

In seminary this morning, we talked about Jesus' role as The Good Shepherd (John 10). That parable is unusual in that Jesus is represented by two things in the parable, as opposed to the usual one - he is both the shepherd and the door of entry into the sheepfold (pen). While I don't have the gift for putting those things in context, I did begin to see the more deep symbolism in a different way than I did when I first read the chapter. As the door, Jesus is the way in which we must enter. And so our thoughts naturally go to the difficulty of the straight and narrow. But a door is also a protection from the outside, just as the door to your home is locked at night...it's there to not only let you in, but to keep others out. Jesus stands as a guardian for us, and as long as we choose to enter in, then he will make sure we are kept safe as we feed and find rest.

I'm thankful for those times that the scriptures speak to me in a way that gives clear visualization of a principle.